I Won’t Apologize For Having A Big Family


Going out in public with my four kids sometimes feels overwhelming. First of all, we’re a big family and that’s just a lot of people to keep track of. You need to make sure no one runs ahead or lags behind.

You need to make sure they are paying attention to cars so they don’t get run over in the parking lot. You need to make sure they aren’t running the grocery cart into anyone’s ankles. You need to make sure they don’t wander off and get lost at the mall. So I try to keep them corralled together-for safety reasons.


But really there’s another reason I try to keep them all close to me: I worry we are taking up too much space when we are out in public.

I’m constantly apologizing when my kids are seemingly in the way of adults. I’ve been trying to make us smaller, to make room for other people. I’ve been feeling bad about the fact that my big family takes up a large space.

Well, guess what? I’m not doing that anymore.

My family of 6 has the right to take up the space of 6 people.

I’ve been feeling bad about the fact that my big family takes up a large space.  Well, guess what? I’m not doing that anymore. #bigfamily #parenting #momlife #kids #children

I don’t know why I started feeling this way-having this need to pull us in and make us smaller. Maybe I caught a few judging eyes when my kids were toddling away from me in 4 different directions, or maybe I just assumed they were judging.

Maybe it’s because I have four kids, while most of my friends have two or three. Maybe because we are larger than most families I know, I’ve been trying to squeeze us into the space of a typical size family. Maybe it’s because I had four kids in four years!

I still might be having post traumatic stress from taking a 3 and ½  year old and three babies out in public in the early years. I felt all eyes were on us and I hated that feeling. Maybe I was trying to be less noticeable so people wouldn’t stop and ask me questions, “Are those all yours,” “Are any of them twins?” “You’re done having kids right?” (P.S. Don’t ask people this question. It’s rude. And don’t ask them about fertility treatments either. People don’t want to talk to strangers in Target about their reproductive organs).

Maybe it was some combination of all of the above-but whatever it was has left me with this compulsion to herd my children together like obedient little sheep and stay out of everyone else’s way.

But it stops here. I’m not doing that anymore!

My family of 6 has the right to take up the space of 6 people.

What I fear is that my attitude up until this point has been affecting my kids, making them feel as if they are a nuisance. I think of the comments they hear coming out of my mouth when we are out, “Get out of that woman’s way,” “Watch where you’re walking,”  “Be careful,” “Make room for that gentlemen,” “Hurry through the door, people are waiting for us.”

I was valuing the worth of the other people, the strangers, over the worth of my own children.

My only intention was to get out of other people’s way.  It didn’t immediately occur to me that the people in public might be content to wait an extra minute for us to get through the door, or that they might be able to just walk around us.

Would I expect 6 people to move through a doorway with the same swiftness as one person? I wouldn’t, but for some reason I expected this from my children.

I fear those comments might made them feel as if they don’t have a right to take up space in public, that they are insignificant, that they are less than. This is not a lesson I want my kids to learn and it hurts my heart when I think they may already be learning this lesson from me.

I’ve been feeling bad about the fact that my big family takes up a large space.  Well, guess what? I’m not doing that anymore. #bigfamily #parenting #momlife #kids #children

I want my kids to feel confident wherever they go, to feel comfortable taking up space in a room, and to never apologize for doing so.

From now on, I’m not going to corral my kids around me in the produce department. I’m not going to have them wait by the cart, while I run quickly to grab what we need. I’ll allow them the space they deserve in the store. Heck, I’ll even have them bag up some fruit while we are at it.

Don’t get me wrong, we won’t be rude. We’ll still offer our seat to an older person, we’ll still hold the door for others, we’ll still watch where we are walking and apologize if we bump into someone. Manners are important to me and I’m working to instill that in my children as well.

But, I refuse to apologize for taking up space any longer. I will not longer try to make us smaller. Watch out world, my party of 6 is coming through.


  1. We have 8 kids, ages 3-16. We bring the party with us! I sometimes feel like I’m moving a circus from place to place. We get a lot of looks, some good, some bad. I fall into the two of making my kids think they’re in everyone’s way. This article is a big help!

  2. I feel like it’s a fine line. Don’t apologize for the space you take up, but adults in common spaces shouldn’t be subjugated to kids under their feet, bumping into them because they don’t look (as kids often don’t). Keeping them close to you makes them easier to manage. kids are kids and it’s hard to watch them all when they are all sprawled out. And you should consider others while in shared spaces. I have three kids and I still have to do the same. Manners come in all forms, whether it’s a family of four or a family of six. This day and age everyone seems to be getting more selfish when we all need to be getting more considerate as this world becomes more populated and we are all in each other’s faces and stepping on each other’s toes. This is just my opinion, I have three kids myself.

    • I am a mother of 7. While I understand your point of view. I wholeheartedly relate to this message and am grateful it was shared. We are we’re children once. We all had to learn. Maybe we need a little bit more empathy for others knowing that. Whether it is a mom of 10, 3, or 2. This is one of the hardest, most selfless responsibilities in Life. As we are raising the next generation to face a world that we ourselves have to make adjustments too as it’s not lije the one in which we grew up in. If you have small children which I do as our youngest is 3 months and 3 yrs. You know how hard it is on a cold day to get everyone and everything prepared for a outing. Yes, teach your children to be mindful and show respect and have manners. Yet remember that they too are human beings worthy of respect. Take into account your words as they can leave a mark. Ty for taking the time to read this and sympathize with another opinion. God Bless You and your family!


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